I am a Pakistani male (24) I was born to Muslim family (hanfi) I went to the masjid now and then never really learned anything. However I never doubted things. When I was about 16 or 17 I started smoking weed and hanging around with non Muslim girls. When I was about 20 I started drinking I fell out with most of my friends.
I started college where most of my problems started. I mean OK I wasen't praying, drinking doing drugs. Which is pretty messed up until I met this girl who was a Indian (Punjabi) Atheist.
To cut the long-story short. Shes messed my life I don't even know whats the truth anymore. You know if the Qu'ran is really saying the earth is flat - then the earth is flat I will believe that. But I've had enough of being lied to. I wanna get rid of her I want to sort my life out. I mean what the hell am I do I'm a Muslim I need to act on it.
This is just the last place I am coming to. Inshallah I will find Muslims who are actually going to tell me the truth if I ask them. Instead of making lame excuses.
Sam23
10-02-2007 @ 6:08 PM
